Hey i am working in a govt sector?

whatever step i take to achieve something i am getting exactly opposite result everyone around me are good in their work and life but i dont know what the hell is this for me. my boss is harassing me like anything he is like sweetened knife and fully corrupted by birth.. my attitude is not adjusting with his. i am unable to escape from him. i tried my best but i cant how can i get rid of all these things i dont know am i clear to u or not. nothing comes in my favour. at present i am thinking to go to himalayas like that it may be look funny but iam like that